This video short clip was from Special Good Friday Message. This message was very important and was very true in our life as we all have the same problem – Condemnation/Accusation. 这短剪辑是特别受难节所传讲的信息。此信息是非常重要也跟我们的现实生活中里很有关系，因为我们大家都有同样的问题 — 定罪感/控告感。
The fear spirit is in me all the time. Fear of people looking down on me. Fear when someone dislike me, fear when future seems no hope, fear when my boss scold me, fear when I did wrongly, fear of offending people, fear when I committed a sin., fear I get the same illness like my mum., fear of not enough money and etc… I also have a lot of conscience, maybe is because of the Chinese culture, sometimes I will feel better if I condemned myself, because when I see myself not worthy and did something wrongly, I find it is right to condemn myself even though God had said that no condemnation in Him. When fears and consciences took over me, I cannot see God’s love nor His presence. If I keep on looking at my own problems, keep on blaming God and people, I am still circling around the problems, the condemnation spirit will not go away and I can’t have true liberty in my spirit.
These condemned spirit had tortured me for long. What should I do? Thank God, it was only through the recent pulpit message which had awaken me that I have to accept God’s love and forgiveness. Wow, suffered for so long and only recently got the answer from God. In the past, although I knew God loves me and forgives me but I never truly accept it, and I just depend on my own strength. Now I’ve realized that I’ve been always looking down on the cross because I’m proud and not humble enough to accept such a great love to me. Although I took for so long, I didn’t suffer for nothing because through the problems, I finally able to see the true facts now. Just like a mother who needs to carry an unborn baby for 10months, though sometimes it’s hard to go through the process, but when the baby is born, the joy is beyond measure and the very strong bonding of love, at that time you will think everything is worth it, just like the bonding of love and joy with God. Well, I haven’t experience giving birth before but I think I can imagine. Right mothers? heehee…
Yes, Jesus Christ has already ‘Paid All’ of my sins and solved all my problems. To enjoy all His blessing is when we have no more condemnation. Let us not to be deceive by Satan because he is the liar that always wanting us to fall apart from God and men. We are Child of God, if Christ already Paid All, why should we continue to let this condemnation torture us. Whatever problems or weaknesses surrounding us, it was not to condemn us, it shows that the more we ‘need God’ in every moment, then we will receive a cleansed and loved spirit. We are righteous in God, any problems in us already solved and cleansed, the only thing that we need to do is to look up to ‘The Cross’. Through this message, God has given me another new hope in my life, it’s the truth(mystery of the Cross) that I would want to learn and follow, so that I can be free from all the condemnation/accusation in whenever I am and in whatever I do, surely God will added more grace to us.
是的，耶稣基督已经‘还清’我们一切的罪和问题了。为了享受祂一切的祝福是当我们不再接受这定罪的灵。我们也不要再被撒旦欺骗了，因为他是说谎者，是叫我们与上帝和人不和好。我们是神的儿女，如果基督已经为我们还清了一切，那我们为什么还要继续让定罪感束缚我们呢。无论我们被什么问题或软弱包围着，这不是要定我们的罪，乃是它显示我们在每时每刻更 ‘需要上帝’ 然后，我们将得必着一个清洁和蒙爱的心灵。既然我们已是义人，任何问题上帝已经解决和洁净了，唯一要做的是时常‘仰望基督的十字架’，叫我们回到事实，不受撒旦的控告。接着这个信息，主在我生命里得着另一个新希望，无论在任何情况里，这事实（十字架的奥秘）叫我更要去学习怎样脱离一切的定罪感/控告感而上帝必更加倍的会施恩给我们的。
Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death. For what the law was powerless to do in that it was weakened by the sinful nature, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful man to be a sin offering.
<Romans 8:1-3 >
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