蒙赦免多的人有福了!Blessed is the One Who is Forgiven Much!

My past failure and my bad background had always give me a lousiness and guiltiness feeling. Even though I’ve been a Christian for 17 years, this inner problems have not completely break free. Sometimes I grumbled to God, sometimes I depend on my own strength, and sometimes I don’t even want to face God because of these problems. To this extend, sometimes I also can’t love a person especially for those who are close to me because normally I don’t have much patient to them. I know I should love , but I just don’t have the strength to love. I know God loves me and had forgave me, but when accusation comes, I don’t have strength to reject it. So how? I’m I going to let myself rot because of all these problems.

Forgiven muchYes, through this message, God said if I’m forgiven much, I will have the strength to reject all these accusation and also have the strength to love much. But how to be forgiven much? Then, God convinces me that I must first accept the facts that Christ loves me, forgives me and had already solved all my problems. Since Christ already ‘Paid All’, then I tell myself, when these accusations come, which will I choose to believe? What will I want to first look at? Satan insinuation/accusation or God’s promised? I started to practice to look at God’s forgiveness first rather than my own conscience. Then *blink*, I see that God’s love and forgiveness are bigger than my problems;

1) The feeling of lousiness is getting lesser because I see my everything comes good from God and the more I want to earn His favor.

2) The feeling of guiltiness is getting lesser is because I see His understanding and forgiveness in me.

3) The unloving heart is getting lesser is because I see myself unworthy yet receive mercy by God.

* God had shown me His grace through all these.

Indeed when a person is able to be forgiven much, he/she is able to love much. Although sometime I still tends to look at my own weakness but when I really see myself as ‘无能’, really ‘nothing’ at all, I put down my own self/ego and follow God first. Then step by step, God’s grace will added more. I also see that His grace is unlimited because I see myself how i got to know Christ, how I got to know this gospel message and was blessed, how my family came to Christ one by one, how I have a nice husband, how my spirit is getting more healing, how I’m able to serve God despite my slowness, weakness and silence type, all these are God’s grace to me. But the most gracious thing is, how I’m loved and forgiven by God and now I’m able to ‘FIND REST IN HIM. 🙂

HeGivesStrengthLet us not to be discourage and put our hope in Jesus Christ who had already loved us and forgiven us. He is our Lord, our Father, any problems, just put down our own self and run to Him (Love, compassion, Kindness, Gentleness, Faithfulness…). Even if we are weak, God is always gracious to us, what He see is not our perfection but how we are forgiven much and receive His strength (through the cross) to enjoy true liberty. Surely our God will greatly bless us beyond our request and imagination.

我过去的失败和不好的背景时常叫我的心灵里有自卑感和内疚感。虽然我信主有17年,但我心灵里的问题始终没有完全得释放。有时候我埋怨上帝,有时候我靠着自己的能力而有时候我甚至不能面对神因为这些问题。不但如此,我甚至也不能爱人,特别是我最亲的人,或许是因为越亲的人越没有耐心对待他们。我知道我因该要爱人,可我就是没有能力去爱。我也知道上帝爱我,原谅我,但是当控告的灵进来我心时,我根本没有能力拒绝它。那我该怎么办呢?我是否要让我自己继续腐烂下去呢?

是的,接着这个信息,上帝说如果我被赦免多,我就有能力拒绝这些控告感和甚至有能力爱多。不过要怎么被赦免多呢?后来,上帝感动我叫我首先必须要接受的事实是:耶稣已爱我,饶恕我,甚至已经解决了我所有的问题。竟然上帝已经为我‘还清’一切,我就告诉我自己,当这些控告来时,我会选择相信或看哪个呢?-》撒旦的控告/暗示还是上帝的应许?我开始学习先仰望上帝的饶恕而不是我自己的良心。然后 *眨眼间*,我看到上帝的爱和祂的饶恕已大过我的问题了;

1)我的自卑感越来越少是因为我看到我的一切在上帝里是最好的,这也叫我更要得神的喜悦。

2)我的内疚感越来越少是因为我看到上帝对我的谅解与饶恕。

3)我不能爱人的心越来越少是因为我看到自己是不配但还蒙上帝怜悯。

* 这所有一切显示了上帝给我的恩典。

事实上一人能蒙赦免多,他也必能够爱多。虽然有时候我还会看我的问题,但是当我看到自己的无能,我便能先放下自己/自我来跟从主。然后一步一步,上帝的恩典必加倍给我。我也看到上帝的恩典是无限的,因为当我看到自己是怎样认识耶稣基督,怎样认识这个福音信息而蒙恩,怎样我的家人一个一个信主,怎样有个好丈夫,怎样得医治更多,怎样能够事奉主,尽管我多慢,多软弱和甚至多沉默型,这些都是上帝对我的开恩。不过对我来说最开恩的是我如何蒙上帝眷爱,蒙上帝怜悯而叫我现在能够在‘主里得安息’。

让我们不要灰心,并将我们的希望放在主耶稣基督里,那已爱我们,赦免我们的上帝。祂是我们的主,是我们的啊爸父,任何的问题只要放下自己,然后奔向上帝(祂的爱,怜悯,良善,温柔,信实。。)。甚至我们还软弱,上帝还是会对我们开恩因祂看的不是我们的完全,乃是我们要怎样被蒙赦免,得着祂的能力(接着十字架)来叫我们享有真自由。我们的上帝必然大大的赐福与我们并且超乎我们所想所求的。

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He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all
—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?
<Romans 8:32>

神既不爱惜自己的儿子为我们众人舍了,岂不也把万物和他一同白白地赐给我们吗?<罗8:32>

Special Easter Day Message 复活节特别信息:

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4 thoughts on “蒙赦免多的人有福了!Blessed is the One Who is Forgiven Much!

  1. Isn’t it great to have a Father who loves you and is interested in every detail of your life, from the background you grew up to your talents which you are beginning to uncover now? Hallelujah!

    What you cannot do to redeem yourself through the law, he did by sending his son to die for you, so that you will be forever righteous and loved by Him. Will you love God less if you understood the magnitude of his love and what he did for you? Impossible! Hallelujah!

  2. Hi sis, can see this short clip is quite special, as in it takes little clips here and there and it really brought out the gist of the message! I can see you are really putting in your best effort in doing up the videos! I want to ask my friends to come visit your blog!

    God is anointing you more and more as you share true testimonies of struggles you went through in more depth each time. 🙂

    • Ya, took quite a lot of time to do.. at first I complained and complained a lot and even want to give up, but once I humble before God and found favor by God… so after all it’s benefits me the most.. I think we all open our blog, each of us has different styles and different anointing from God. Though different styles, it cater to different needs too.. At the end, we’ll see big harvest. 🙂

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