只要按着祷告成真的原理,凡事都能 All Things are Possible if we Follow the Principle of Prayers Come True

Since the last Penang trip and after hearing this Sunday Message, God had convinced me to build a closer relationship with him through prayer. Most of the time, my prayers do not have a clear conscious as I prayed with a condemn spirit (No faith, no love, love the world, weaknesses, conditions etc..), I prayed ‘In my own name’ not ‘God’s name’ . Therefore I cannot understand how God’s desire can become my own desire and also cannot always receive answer prayer from God, this leads me to feel hopeless, can’t enjoy the peace and joy and end up feel disappointment in prayer.

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This message has confirmed and touched me one thing of how we have a ‘sympathetic interaction with God in spirit’, even when we are weak in our prayers/spirit, God’s loves, God’s mercy, God’s grace, God’s promises have never change so without this sympathetic interaction spirit with God, I cannot see and hear God. Recently, I’ve experienced on how to rely on the Holy Spirit to pray and how He answered me. Most of the time I always look at the situation, how to change or solve the situation, but didn’t realized the biggest problem is in my spirit. Spirit of fear, anxiety, inferiority, condemnation, stress, pressure, etc.. Pastor mentioned, the real battle belongs to us is not the situation but in our spirit. I tried to fight this spiritual battle, I look at God’s unchanging truth and see thru Satan schemes, then when I really believe and confirmed in my spirit, all my fears and condemnation feelings were gone. When my inner spirit has restored the peace and joy, the angels help to change the situation which I think it’s quite impossible. This is how God works and how God answered my prayer.

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I’m still not perfect, there are times when I don’t know how to throw away all my hurts, can’t throw away all my own desire, can’t throw all these away and just rely on God’s grace, then I will start to think why I have to force myself to throw away and why I need to struggle so hard and end up still the same. But God kept reminding me about the ‘Grace of God’ through our Pastor, I realized my heart needs to be always touched by His grace, the grace of mercy, the grace of compassion, the grace of loved… I should think in this way instead of letting Satan to accuses my heart and make my life miserable.  So what if I’m still have my weaknesses? So what if my situation still hasn’t change at all? God has already ACCEPTED ME COMPLETELY! Accept and forgive my sins, my weakness, my disobedient, my doubtWhen I felt He loves me and accept me, God’s desire once again becomes mine and make my heart complete in Him.

So God is always on our side because God don’t look at our weaknesses or conditions, He only look us upon as His beloved Child whom He loved and blessed. When I still have my own desire, God is on my side. When I’m hurt, God is on my side. When I’m angry, God is on my side. When I’m tired, God is on my side. God will surely stand on our side, He understand us, He wants to heal us and would deliver us from all enemy’s harm. When we truly have this interaction with God, our spirit will be free and angels will work among us. *Our broken spirit touched God, God’s mercy touched us, Angels work and Satan will be crushed.

May God holy spirit continue to touch us and able to have a closer interaction with God. Though we may fails again, but God is always on our side and His grace never change. Let’s have a clear conscious (no condemn spirit) to meet God, we be able to grow and prosper both in spirit(faith) and life(work, family, marriage..etc).

O LORD, hear my prayer, listen to my cry for mercy; in your faithfulness and righteousness come to my relief.’
<Psalm 143:1>

The Serenity Prayer – By Reinhold Niebuhr

自从上个礼拜的滨城宣教和接着这个礼拜的主日信息,上帝要告诉我要与祂建立起更亲密的关系,一定要接着与祂的交通(祷告)。很多时候,我的祷告没有颗良心无愧的心灵,也没真真用‘主的名’来祷告,乃是用‘我的名’来祷告,那是因为我还存有些‘控告的心灵’(没信心,没有爱,爱世界的心,软弱,自己不好的条件等等。。)。所以我一直不能明白上帝的意念成为我的意念也不能常常得到祷告的应允,这便使我进入祷告后的无奈,不能享受神的平安和喜乐,到最后导致对祷告的失望。

这个礼拜的信息叫我得确认和感动的是如何我的’心灵能与神交感’,就算我还再祷告/心灵里软弱,神的爱,神的怜恤,神的恩典,神的应许都是不变的,如果心灵没有与神交感,我便不能看见神或听见神的声音了。最近我经历了怎么靠上帝的圣灵来祷告而上帝是如何应允我。很多时候我终是看情况,要怎样改变或解决,其实我没发现最大的问题不是情况,最大的问题乃是自己的心灵,惧怕的心灵,焦虑的心灵,自卑的心灵,受控告的心灵,压力的心灵,等等。。 牧师说到,真真属于我们的属灵战争是自己的心灵而不是环境。我试着打这个属灵战争,我仰望上帝不变的事实也看穿撒旦的阴谋,当我开始相信与确认在我的心灵里时,一切的惧怕感和控告感不见了。当我的心灵回复主的平安和喜乐时,我一直以为很难改变的情况,天使就帮助我改变了那情况。这就是上帝怎样做工,怎样应允我的祷告。

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我还是不完全,我有时还不能放下那些受伤的事,放不下自己的私欲也不能完全放下一切来依靠主的恩典,然后我会开始想我为什么要勉强我自己去放掉这些,我为什么需要这么用力挣扎然后情况还是一样。不过接着牧师,上帝继续提醒我祂的’恩典’,怜悯的恩典,怜恤的恩典,蒙爱的恩典。。。我应该这样想与其让撒旦有机可乘来控告我而叫我生命更痛苦。就算我很软弱又怎样?就算我的情况没改变又怎样?上帝已经完全接受我了!接受我的罪也原谅我了,接受我的软弱,接受我的不信与疑惑。。当我感觉上帝爱我和接受我时,上帝的意念便成为我的意念,叫我心灵在祂里面得以完全了。

所以’上帝是一直站在我们这旁’。当我受伤时,上帝站在我这旁。当我生气时,上帝站在我这旁。当我很累时,上帝站在我这旁。上帝绝对站在我们这旁因为祂最了解我们,祂要医治我们也要救我们不受仇敌的伤害。当我们真真与上帝交感时,我们的心灵必得释放而天使必定会做工。*我们的忧伤痛悔的心感动了上帝,上帝的怜悯感动我们的心,天使一做工撒旦马上被粉碎了。

愿主的圣灵继续感动我们而能与上帝有更亲蜜的交感。虽然我们还是会软弱跌到,不过上帝是永远站在我们这旁而祂的恩典是永远不会改变的。让我们继续有颗无愧的良心来面对主,主便将我们的心灵(信心)继续成长也必在我们生活(工作,家庭,婚姻。。等等。。)上厚待我们。

(大卫的诗。)耶和华阿,求你听我的祷告,留心听我的恳求,凭你的信实和公义应允我。《诗143:1》

Sunday Message 主日信息:

Video:  http://www.lifechurchmissions.com/downloads/SunMsg/2010/Video/1018-SunSrv-02May10-ZS.html

Audio (Chinese): http://www.lifechurchmissions.com/downloads/SunMsg/2010/Audio/ZS/1018-SunSrv-02May10-ZS.mp3

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